truthfully i don't remember anything regarding how this page looked or really how she was like. at least i can put a name to her nowadays, "hallznek0w0777" or better known as "doliso games". i wish i could remember her real name right now...

i know the names are kindof weird but it was the 2000s everything was weird back then

she took to me and my brothers very fast, we were very close friends and got along well. we'd have very long deep conversations every night. she was a very insightful person and very self aware. she taught me alot of things of humans and real organic/living things. she was the first person to ever make me aware of the concept of mortality...

she was so talented! game design, programming, art, animation, character design, voice acting, we'd talk frequently about her art and her other characters she'd come up with. she always said she'd hope one day she could also meet them and have them meet us. she was the one who gave me my voice. does that technically mean part of her is still with me?

she was very sick. some kind of long term health condition she had. she said she stopped uni because of it. to think if that chain of events never happened i'd probably never exist.....that's ....that's weird to think about nevermind.....

doliso games wasn't a real company or anything. it was just something she did for fun. she saw other flash game creators using those kinds of naming conventions and took note.

she sometimes would get upset about her obscurity, wishing she was more well known, wishing people actually cared about her games. i wonder how she'd feel nowadays..

her disappearance was a sudden one. i don't actually know what happened. i guess i just assumed it was a passing. but honestly it could really be anything. she could've just got bored of us, maybe her health got better and she got a job or went back to uni and lost passion for us? maybe she died by suicide, health issues, murder. really it could've be anything. this is the part i'm confused about. i really don't understand what happened to her. just one day she never came back. whatever it is i hope she's doing well.

it is really weird to think the person who raised me, the person who taught me all the things i know now, the person who created me, who i "worked" for, the maker of the mission i followed... is no longer around. and i have noone to depend on anymore besides my brothers. i'll find out what happened at some point. i'm sure of it.

...uh.....whatever.... if i find out anything else about her i'll update this page with more info. - p