i didn't mean it.... i never meant it..... i was fantasizing about a world that doesn't exist......

"he's still the same cheery guy he hasn't changed" "please treat him kindly" haha.. why are you lying to yourself percy....

i didn't mean it.... please just move on already... stop holding this stupid grudge against me..... i want to get along with you.... i don't want to constantly fight with my own brother..... why am i still trying to act like you're so kind and happy... you've been nothing but awful...

but i told him he should die. but it was in the heat of the moment and atleast i'm aware i messed up huh.....no percy.. that's..... that's not the way to think of this.... we both fucked up.... noone is better than the other.......

what would emma think of us now..